Blog Challenge Day 1. Weird things you do when you’re alone.

Hmmm weird things I do,

I think I do the usual stuff others do. I walk around the house naked, leave the bathroom door wide open when pooping. Though there is one thing I do and I'm not sure how many others do it too. What is this thing you may ask, well I have a habit of dancing to cheesy pop music in my panties or naked while cleaning house. Think of the scene in Honey I Shrunk the Kids when the daughter is dancing with the mop in the kitchen. Yeah, that is me but naked or barely clothed, singing and dancing with inanimate objects in my home. Sounds like porn, right? Great, I really am a weirdo.

Song Challenge: Listen to a song that it's title has your favorite color in it.

I have more than one favorite color, but I chose blue because I absolutely love this video.  Blue Bayou by Linda Ronstadt & the Muppets

May 30 Day Challenges

I am doing a few 30 day challenges.

First Challenge is The 30 day blog challenge

Second is The 30 day song challenge

There will be photo challenge and a movie challenge but on my Tumblr account. So look out for my crazy blogs for the next month. I will also be off Facebook (Personal account) during this time, but you can see my blog links on my Lovely Mizz Lisa page on Facebook. I will post once or twice a week there.

Update I guess.

I have been busy but not. I hurt my foot and went to the emergency room. Yay me! They didn't do an ex-ray but said I sprained my ankle and tore some ligaments. I don't know how they figured that all out just by looking at my foot. What else happened... oh yeah I dyed my hair blondish, I'm going to San Francisco for the weekend and my sons birthday is coming up.
I found this website called 30daychallenges.net and think I will try it out. I saw a few challenges I would like to try, plus I think it would be a great way to get my mind focused. I think there are some good writing projects in there as well. If you try or have tried 30daychallenges.net please let me know what you think. Also, my friend Tammi told me about another great website called National Novel Writing Month, now I'm not that great of a writer but it is on my bucket list to write a novel and here is my start. Thank you so much Tammi.
I'll leave my thoughts here for now. I''l try to post my San Francisco adventure this weekend. We're smogging the van and going to see The Raven. I am so freaking excited, about seeing The Raven, not smogging the van. HA

xoxo,
Lisa

P.S.  Spellcheck wants to change smogging into SNOGGING. We don't want to make out with the van. sheesh, haha

A photo of me looking creepy 4.26.12

2012 so far

I've been writing more in an actual journal rather than on here. I feel as if I haven't had time to really blog, though I want to. Maybe I should make time. Right?...Right!

It's been a busy start to the year. I participated in an employment workshop to help me revamp my job searching skills, resume, and other goodies of life. I have an interview on Monday to be a Youth Leader for underprivileged kids. It's part time and I believe for only 6 months. That's okay with me. I can use the time to go back to school and better myself. There has been a lot going on in my neighborhood as well. I have been packing and sorting my belongings which has been a chore from hell. I have way too much stuff. Why am I packing you ask? Next week I will get newly vamped kitchen and bathrooms. Pretty cool huh? I heard the bathrooms will have HUGE mirrors and the kitchen looks much better. I'm a little excited to see the finished product. During this time I will have to stay at the Ramada Inn. Paid by the Apartment Management of course. The last few months i have been also been helping my ex Ryan prepare for a move. I have been going to San Francisco every few weeks. I think the weekend of the 16th may be my last in San Francisco. Though we are no longer a couple (yet still friends) it has been a painful journey. I may not live there but I feel a bit sad that he is moving away. I really enjoyed having a place to stay while in San Francisco and being around Ryan and his family (mother & sister). I will truly miss that house and cherish the memories I have from my visits.

I have updated my bucket list and made a short to midterm goal list. I have 4 things I really want to accomplish within the next 5 years and I have listed them in in order of how much time it will take me to accomplish them. I am turning 35 this year and all that I had hoped for and where I thought I would be by my birthday this year fell apart when Ryan left. So I have to start over and I will have to achieve these goals alone instead of with a partner. Not having someone to cheer me on and be a part of it all will make the goals much harder to accomplish and a little lonely.  One of my goals may not be able to happen at all. I don't know yet and will take the necessary steps to find out how far I can go on my own. The second to last part of this specific goal needs a second person or it won't work at all. We'll just have to wait and see.

I am participating in Lent again this year though I have not posted like I did last year. I have been doing Facebook photo posts this time around. Maybe I will bring that to the blog as well. I will leave this blog as is. I wish you good night and sweet dreams.

Lisa

It's 2 am

   I can't sleep again. So I finished my revised Bucket List. You can find it above my posts. I figured that would be the best place to put it. An easy way to find it whenever I or someone else wants to check up on it.
 I posted my bucket list on Facebook, Myspace, and Tumblr as well. I am hoping it will help someone else start or add to their bucket list. I found some of my ideas on Tumblr. there are some great visual bucket lists on Tumblr and it helped me decide if those were things I would really want to do. I removed some stuff and added a ton more. I know a Bucket List is never truly complete. There is always something more to add.
 I went to Target today to get a few things. One was a journal, I found one I liked and was holding it while I looked at what else there was. I saw something I thought a special friend would like. without thinking I set the journal I wanted down and picked up the other item. I looked it over and thought it would be a great gift. I put the item for my friend in the basket and totally forgot about the journal I wanted. So in the morning I will go back and get my journal. I'm such a dork.
 I just noticed that while I type I don't always hit the I at the right time and it doesn't get capitalized. Poor I is neglected by me.

1.25.12

I haven't been blogging and I apologize. I think I said it the last time too. Oh well. So on with my day.

I've been looking for work, and I found a few classes i would like to take to help me better my chances at finding the job I want. Now it's time to make a plan, right? As soon as I get out of bed. Let me tell you depression is a bitch and when she gets a hold of you, you really have to fight to get away. My moods are erratic to say the least. I have bouts of uncontrollable crying (really annoying). Then out of nowhere I feel great, maybe I'm bipolar... I really hope not. Many years ago when i did go to therapy (YES I WENT) I was told I have Borderline Personality Disorder. It's similar to Bipolar but not really. I honestly thought I had it under control, started thinking that maybe my therapist didn't know what she was talking about. Then my erratic behavior would creep up on me again. I don't think before I speak or do anything. I just do it or say it. I have boundary issues (I don't have any boundaries and thats the problem). I am a risk taker and i have a horrible anxiety issue. The best way to describe it is like the angel and devil on your shoulder. They take turns doing what they want and I'm stuck in the middle.

I know that this is all random and off but it's how I feel right now.


Kids are home from school. I'll have to finish this later.