How about just some wine, or whiskey, whiskey sounds great. |
I was going to write about a recent situation, but I am not feeling up to putting it into words at this moment.
My daughter has some friends over tonight for a Horror Movie Marathon. So far all I have seen them watch is David So and some random videos on Youtube. So much for horror movies. So I sit here at the laptop with headphones on trying to drown out the laughter and teen fun.
I feel left out of the fun in a way. More of an "I wish I had some company for me." The one who I would like to be here doesn't want to be. Most of my friends are busy, want to go out and drink, or the people who I would like to see don't want to see me. So I sit here on my own with the laughter of teens in the other room. Yes, I guess you can say I am whining and No, I don't want cheese with it.
I don't like feeling lonely, no one does really. It sucks, but it's my own fault I'm in this position. I guess it's what I deserve. Karma kicked my ass this week and a lesson was learned and boy did it hurt.
So all I have to say at this moment is 248
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