Listening

I am quietly sitting in my room with the lights out.  I am quietly listening to Jason Mraz, a variety of songs from him. Just listening, quietly.  Listening to the words as he speaks to my decaying heart & restless mind.  Hoping it will wake me up out of this funk. Hoping I can hear through the music what my heart & mind is trying to tell me. Because right now, I'm just not all that happy, and I want to be.