Listening

I am quietly sitting in my room with the lights out.  I am quietly listening to Jason Mraz, a variety of songs from him. Just listening, quietly.  Listening to the words as he speaks to my decaying heart & restless mind.  Hoping it will wake me up out of this funk. Hoping I can hear through the music what my heart & mind is trying to tell me. Because right now, I'm just not all that happy, and I want to be.

Who am I?

Who, what, why, when, where, how...

Those pesky questions always lingering.
Who am I?
What kind of person am I?
Why am I this way, can I change it?
When did I become who I am today?
Where do I go from here?
How do I change what I don't like about myself?

Have you ever asked yourself these questions? They have been on my mind lately. I am having a hard time answering them. Maybe if I blog my thoughts on each question separately I can figure out the answers. Because writing all my thoughts about all questions in a notebook is not working.