Of All The Days

I'm laughing and crying at the same time I tell ya.

I had a very hard time sleeping last night.  I am sexually frustrated to the point of pain and tears.  My body aches, I have blue ovaries from hell, and my PMS is through the roof.  I am so emotional today that I cried because my batteries died in my mouse and I couldn't find new ones,  I don't need it, but I was being a baby. I cried this morning when I was unable to masturbate to rid the frustration.  It was too painful and I couldn't get myself going.  You know you're having a bad day when you cry because you can't get off.

 I feel awful for my friend JW. He had to read all my emotional whining today.  Thank you for being such an awesome friend and putting up with my emotional crap! You made my day when you called to cheer me up.  I adore you.

Of all the days for me to be an emotional wreck, it had to be the day of LOVE... Valentine's Day. HA!

On a more happy note:  A random stranger from my neighborhood Yelled out the passenger window of an SUV filled with men HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! Have a great Friday and weekend! with a huge smile.  I couldn't help but smile and laugh.  Though he and his friends looked like drug dealers/ gang members, they were all pretty darn happy.  You can't judge a book by it's cover, can you?

Happy Friday kids! here is my valentine to ________________

Lent: Day 26? Saturday

It was a semi lazy day. My son David and I went shopping for shoes. It took 5 stores to find shoes for that kid. He's not really picky, but he was worried about how much I would spend. Awww so nice of him.  While we shopped Samantha went to see HOP with her aunt Denise and uncle Burt. Samantha said it was a cute movie. They took Samantha shopping after for a new helmet and a football pump. She won a football at school Friday, but it was deflated. I didn't know you could get them that way. As soon as Samantha got home, she ran into the dining room and started pumping up her football. She was so excited. I can't help but think how awesome it is to have a daughter who loves football.

I got the laundry ready to wash and had 2 tuna sandwiches. I didn't think sorting laundry made me so hungry. I'll get up and wash in the morning. Good thing the wash room doesn't open till 10:00. I get to sleep in. YAY!



Lent is going well. It is very hard to not curse. It is also hard to not think about sex. I have been tempted to masturbate again, but have not. I think maybe because I am close to starting my menstrual cycle again. I am craving sweets and spicy food. I am also getting heavy into the fitness thing. I have been walking/ jogging everyday and I think I want to extend it. I am only doing 30 minutes, but I think I want to go one hour. and up my jogging. we'll see.

Just wanted to share this. 

Have a good night... 

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