Thursday, January 5, 2017

Wednesday, January 4, 2017

Dang It!

As I try to clean up my digital life I am getting frustrated. I have always saved my passwords and screen names, just in case.  Now I can't retrieve some of these accounts due to wrong passwords and my confusion of which email I used as a back up.  Hopefully I will be able to fix all this mess soon. I really want to get back to writing and using the other blogs I opened. Also, I want to clean up my online profiles.

I have failed horribly.

Monday, January 2, 2017

2016 Wasn't All That Bad, For Me...

Well hello there,

It's been a long time since I have had the desire to write.  Work was a crash course in retail in 2016.  It was worth it though, it helped me gain my promotion to Service Manager.  So much happened last year that I could have written about.  I chose to live in the moment and go with the flow of life. I didn't over analyze or overthink every step I took.  I just worked my ass off and kept moving forward.  When I did finally sit down and think about what I was doing and my next move, it was relaxed and focused.

I also quit dating, sex, and shaving... Oh yea, I quit sex and shaving.

I learned not shaving saves money (DUH) and makes me sweat less.  Also my hair doesn't grow long at all.  Having hair in places I'm not used to wasn't as bad as I thought it be.  When I decided to shave again I became annoyed within the first hour.  I started sweating and itching. UGH!! Gross.  Oh, and sex, I just don't care for it as much as I thought.  Yes, its fantastic, I enjoy it, but I don't desire it the way I used to.  Maybe because I don't have a significant other?  I don't know.  I did notice somehow everyone has become unattractive and annoying when they try to pick up on me.  I've become awfully picky about companionship.  This may also explain why I no longer have friends either.  Everyone annoys me. I have no time for peoples bull shit.  I've kept to myself for most of 2016.  I'm not sure if this pattern will change in 2017.  I enjoy being alone much more these days.

2016 brought me to a place of calm and meditation.  I did more yoga, self reflection, and focused on my work.  I'm excited and ready for whatever comes my way for 2017.  I have a few goals I want to complete this year, and I will.  No doubt about it.  Things have changed and definitely for the better.  One thing I know for sure, writing will become more frequent.  I missed it and it's time to get back into it.

xoxo,

Lisa

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