Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Flustered or something like that


flust·er
verb
past tense: flustered;past participle: flustered
1. Make (someone) agitated or confused.
"You need to be able to work under pressure and not get flustered"
synonyms:  unsettle, make nervous, unnerve, agitate, ruffle, upset, bother, put on edge, disquiet, disturb, worry, perturb, disconcert, confuse, throw off balance, confound


As I sit here today alone for the most part; I listen to Nero Radio and Luke Bryan Radio on Pandora. I am also searching through a variety of Tumblr porn while trying to think of what it is I want to write about.  I take that back; I know what I want to write about, I just can't get my thoughts onto the page.  I've been so flustered for most of the last 24 hours.  Trying to smooth out my ruffled feathers with music and porn has not worked.  It's a bit disappointing to know even porn can't bring my mood up.  I want to express how I feel and why I am feeling this way.  For some idiotic reason I can't get it out of my head.  Every time I attempt to type out my thoughts they come out all wrong and I start over.  So here I am now just typing how much I want to write about something completely different.  BOO to me!  

UGH! How do I get these emotions out of me?   


P.S. I am so sexually frustrated right now, I need to ____________. Yeah, That.

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